I feel like cursing every single moment.I feel helpless every single moment.I feel like crying every single moment.I feel like yelling at someone, I feel like throwing things, I have so many mixed feeling at the same time.I don't know what to do with myself.First time ever, I felt this way.Seeing their happy faces, made me holding back my steps.This is what they wanted me to do, but not I wanted myself to be.To disappoint them, or not to disappoint them?Either way, I won't be happy. Sigh.
Labels: Cher's Emo-ness ♥, Cher's Thoughts ♥
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Cherelle, or maybe Cheng Cheng.
I'm a weirdo, freak, sometimes an angel, most of the times a devil =D.
You, him, her, she & he are my pillars of support.
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." ~Marilyn Monroe~
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." ~Marilyn Monroe~
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I feel like cursing every single moment.I feel helpless every single moment.I feel like crying every single moment.I feel like yelling at someone, I feel like throwing things, I have so many mixed feeling at the same time.I don't know what to do with myself.First time ever, I felt this way.Seeing their happy faces, made me holding back my steps.This is what they wanted me to do, but not I wanted myself to be.To disappoint them, or not to disappoint them?Either way, I won't be happy. Sigh.
Labels: Cher's Emo-ness ♥, Cher's Thoughts ♥
