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Saturday, April 19, 2014
whatever happened, happened @ 11:33 PM
I have been neglecting you again for...more than a year.
I remember someone once told me that, human tend to be more depressed for owning a blog.
Well, I guess it was not true anymore, at least for me. LOL
I've been unhappy for so long, I start to forget how to be happy.
Is not like I have depression or something. Is just that, I felt lost.
I start to wonder why I choose this, why I don't wait, why people thought of me like that, why, why, why and why.
& I realized, why does all this even matter?
Oh, and I only realized this like, yesterday. XD
I am very sick of people telling me that I look arrogant, or what people use to describe me often - Lanci.
I.JUST.FUCKING.DON'T.LIKE.IT
You don't even know me, hello?
I have been receiving this kind of comments A LOT of times, I have lost count on it.
I guess I have been losing patience to this kind of people, judging before you know someone is not cool.
What I got worst till date, is 懒型. I just have to LOL-ed so hard at this.
Even Simon Cowell couldn't react to this.
Exactly.
끝.
So, what have I been up to for this year.
I left my job, I got another job, now I freaking want another job. LOL
But I guess I'll need to hang in there for now.
I always have this tendency to do something to my precious when I decide on some changes.
You will eventually come back to me. =)
So I keep the hair because Mami said that she want to make a wig out of it. =.=
I'm almost there! But I have the urge to trim it again.
I like Korean eyebrow, make me looks oh-so-innocent. *Laughs.
Of course, I have also caught some hit Korean drama during my absence from here.
Ugh!
I wouldn't have finish this if there wasn't Choi Young Do.
I like your eyebrow there. =D
This!
No, I don't have a thing for alien.
I just simply adore the personality of 전지현.
Long lost updates. I will try to update you more, okay?
情圣回来了 我不明白I don't understand 이해가 안 돼요 他以为他是谁? 佢以为佢系边个?
I don't give a fuck to reply any of your messages anymore. You know what, IF I can block text messages as well, trust me, you definitely make it to the top of my list.
Can you imagine I have been waiting for the damn bus for 20+ minutes in this damn rain. Please, rain after I got up the bus, after I got home, after my sleep, just please don't after work!
& It's so gonna be my very own self declare holiday next month end. I don't fucking give a damn about your so-calledback-up-each-other-or-whatnot. I don't care eh eh eh eh eh.
I already have everything settled, money paid, promise made and you tell me, hey, we need to back up each other. Pfft. 我睬你都戇居. You seriously deserve non other than a middle finger.
I basically had enough of all this stupid people. I mean, I know I am not really that genius, but there are seriously people who are so damn stupid, that you can called yourself a genius. LOL
and I had more than enough those people that thought they are so damn genius, and just scold us without a fucking reason. Hello? If you can read (which I seriously doubt that you can), you can understand the whole situation is all your fault. Don't make yourself a joke, seriously.
Stop touching my Saturday, seriously. I'm so worn out.I need rest.I need entertainment.I need my babies.I need books.I need to take a break from those shit.I need to leave my 10-hours-plus-butt-sticking-place alone. I need time for myself.I need to stay away from you.I need everything besides staying in the office.
Gimme a break, for goodness sake.
I will ffk you no matter what, screw your compulsory.
I need my Captain Jack Sparrow, too, eff your four thousand and five hundred! Stop telling me figures, we can't do anything about it, Gosh!
Money can't buy healthiness. For the first time of my life, you freaking taught me that. Let's see how you going to clear your figures when everyone fall sick, think twice about your compulsory, biatch. Grr.
I would say it was awesome, and I'm planning to watch it second time. Sigh, it will only applicable when I have extra time.
and the truth is, I am so into my workforce, I guess whatever I see or read now, I can somehow relate it to my task. that's the aftermath of working for ten and a half hour.
& I guess I still have tons of ten and a half to go for the rest of this months.
真係有钱冇阴公命洗.
I shall pamper myself by buying myself more shoes, wtf. My shoes fetish haven't been fulfill for so long, alas, don't stop me, mama.
잘 자~♥ I still have ten and half hours to conquer tomorrow. Rawr ♥.
I remember I saw it in some show that some japanese tourist thought After School is actually someone who work part time, after school. LOL
& what's with that Shampoo name, I mean I love them and all that, but seriously what's with Shampoo? The guy have too much shampoo and got sick in the end? LOL.
Block B - Don't move/Freeze.
Current addiction. ♥
Jay Park - Abandoned.
Woots. ♥, 'nuff said. =)
***
I don't actually lost my temper when I'm working, even when I'm in my menstrual-back-pain. Others have menstrual pain, but I have this goddamn unusual menstrual-back-pain, I mean my lower back pain like hell whenever is my first day of period. Okay, I'm out of topic.
Long story short, don't goes all the way round to to something that you know deep down inside is useless. It waste people's effort, brain cells, nerves, and time.
so I lost my temper quite a bit that day, LOL.
Sorry, I didn't mean that on you. =(
***
Mr. Jo clear some of my friend in facebook, which according to him, nah, they wasn't really your friend after all. LOL oh well, even a friend of mine asked me whether my account is still active, I guess I'm pretty much a anti social now?
& I think the only contact that I'm actually active in is my office email and extension. =.=
You see, I don't care how biased you are, seriously, I don't give a damn about it. Is your business for getting all the blames for it. Serve you well.
But, if you freaking put your fingers on me for that damn little matter, you are getting my nerves on, bitch.
I was forced to took that 2 sick leave, and well the next day I'm not fully recovered yet and so I took another one so that she could just shut the eff up.
& you freaking lectured me for 10 minutes for this? Reduce my sick leave, you said. Ask her to fucking resign then, she took her sick leave like, twice a week and what did she get? N.O.T.H.I.N.G
and you are telling me to control. Fuck you.
I lost my voice and I still entertain those people, and what did she did? Hurt her pinky nail and tell you, oh I can't do anything today because my nail is hurt.
Screw you and your fucking biased attitude.
Don't try to do that again. I'm not a very well-tempered person, mind you.
Oh well, I still don't apply make up to work. LOL just because I gave myself only 20 minutes or less to prepare myself for work. Hmm, sleeping time is precious. =)
& I remember I didn't apply make up for interview as well. Gawd. I still have some good skins despite the fact that the pimples just won't leave my forehead alone.
okay, so I decide to blog about,
....... ...... ..... .... ... .. .
my work station. =)
so first of all, my computer, sticky notes, stationery and some notes.
another part of my work station, more notes, cups, water bottles, phone, and tasks. time flies, I stayed here for almost 6 months already. LOL
& the last part~ the second drawer, 我真係冇咗佢唔得嘅. =D & my shoes ♥
and of course, my babies ♥ well, songs can make overtime time to be easier. =)
So the broadband is burning my patience, I told the brother, I'm so gonna terminate it next month, so you better get a Wireless router or something by end of this month!
I kinda like raise my voice at him. & I actually did that pretty often.
okay, so he promised me. =) and he promised he'll let me drive his car as practices, too.
The brother : You sure you won't crash my car? Me : Um, don't think I will. The brother : When I say stop mean stop kay? Me : Yea, sure. I won't did that again. The brother : Don't you dare to do that again!
LOL.
I almost crash his car last time, because I didn't brake immediately after his 'stop', which made him having some sort of phobia. XD
RM0 MxxisBB- You have reached your volume quota. Once you are directed to the portal, your speed will be reduced. Buy more data volume to enjoy uncapped speeds.
I got real furious whenever I got this message.
because in usual speed, before I reached the goddamn volume quota, it takes less than a minute to load a video.
and after I reached the goddamn volume quota, it takes more than 45 minutes to load a 3 minutes plus video.
MCH.
& it will eventually make me cuss.
and raise my voice at whoever that intended to talk to me, mostly is the brother, since he love to use my desk for his study.
and it was finally my off day after all the friggingtiringundigestedtraining. can I not say YES? =)
I realize I was actually updating pretty often, but I still feel like something is lacking, probably because that was all short updates.
& I said I want to dedicate a post for Fxxr Hxppy Sxxson, and here it is.
this so-called tomato soup, I didn't touch it after I tasted it.
because guess what? It is so damn freaking salty until I thought the chef pour the whole bottle of salt accidently. it don't even have any tomato taste in it, NOT AT ALL, this whole bowl of soup is simply made by salt water + tomato color. HOW BRILLIANT.
they totally changed my thought about tomato soup, ISN'T TOMATO SOUP SUPPOSE TO BE CREAMY?
HaHa said : I though it is Chinese Tomato Soup. But...(It is so salty until she can't say a thing anymore.)
yes, it was THAT salty.
& their ambience wasn't that awesome after all.
***
did some shopping today, to fulfill their Chinese Opera style of make up. luckily I'm not paying for all those stuff. Wee~
Papi : how much you spent on your daughter?
Mama : your daughter used me 200++ bucks to buy her color pencils!
Me : what? That's not color pencil!
Mama : you are coloring you face, if it is not color pencil what is it?
My parents love to refer me as 'your daughter' in their conversation, but they call me affectionately.
Front Desk is no joke, as I mentioned before, and that was only the SYSTEM I mentioned.
not including all those smiling, greeting and escorting stuff.
I had nightmares now.
1. Grooming. Yes. All the grooming lesson are now scare the mini cooper outta me. I found this picture hilarious solely because the mirror he holding. okay, forget about the mirror, the grooming they wanted is something like the picture. YES. YOU DIDN'T SEE IT WRONG, they want colorful eyeshadow, exaggerating eyeliner, red cheek, juicy lips and vampire-like foundation. How fantastic. Because of the lighting they said. Sweet.
2. Trains kill me every single time. I hate squeezing myself into train that already packed. But I have no other option as I don't have any driver license. Opps. I remembered Sleep God asked : you want to get your driver license after you married to drive your kids school is it? ROFLMAO. I'll do no such thing, ever.
out of topic jor, let me crap a lil while please. I miss my bloggie. =(
Anyway, things will get better when the normal shift is started. =)
3. I lost in the building. Ha. Thanks to the east west back to the east. This picture do look like my work place, but not the lighting.
4. I have no idea what to do in my future. Thanks to all the piece of advice, stories and stuff, I don't know why the hell I'm doing this industry already.
Mr. So and So : Why don't you give me your number and after we know each other better so we can hang out.
Me : Who are you?
Mr. So and So : I am Salted Egg lo.
...
..
.
Mr. So and So : You so lan c, fine.
very well.
1. Please don't gave me nonsense name when I asked who are you. I mean, don't you have a proper name, like Robert, Francis or Charlie? Okay, probably your real name is Salted Egg, can't blame you for that. =( Well, that's not the point. Why can't you just tell me who the hell are you instead of telling me you are so and solo. Hello. I don't even know you in the first place, introduce properly or at least try to. Have you ever been taught to introduce by the way?
2. Don't ask my number at the first time we chat or talk & don't try to date me too. I don't give out my number that easy, plus people who gave my number out without my permission is consider committing crime, me think. And, half of my classmate don't have my number, who the hell you think you are to have mine?
3. I don't entertain strangers. Which explain the both points above.
I really get annoyed when those whom I consider acquaintance waved to me like I'm their longlostbestfriendforever. So if they happened to waved to me like I'm their longlostbestfriendforever, I usually give two kind of response, either I smiled (only happen when I'm in extraordinary good mood) or I showed them some dontcomenearmeoritearyouintopieces face (this happen pretty often).
Whoa. I know I'm rude, but I don't care eh eh eh eh eh eh eh. XD
Cherelle, or maybe Cheng Cheng.
I'm a weirdo, freak, sometimes an angel, most of the times a devil =D.
You, him, her, she & he are my pillars of support.
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." ~Marilyn Monroe~
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." ~Marilyn Monroe~
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Saturday, April 19, 2014
whatever happened, happened @ 11:33 PM
I have been neglecting you again for...more than a year.
I remember someone once told me that, human tend to be more depressed for owning a blog.
Well, I guess it was not true anymore, at least for me. LOL
I've been unhappy for so long, I start to forget how to be happy.
Is not like I have depression or something. Is just that, I felt lost.
I start to wonder why I choose this, why I don't wait, why people thought of me like that, why, why, why and why.
& I realized, why does all this even matter?
Oh, and I only realized this like, yesterday. XD
I am very sick of people telling me that I look arrogant, or what people use to describe me often - Lanci.
I.JUST.FUCKING.DON'T.LIKE.IT
You don't even know me, hello?
I have been receiving this kind of comments A LOT of times, I have lost count on it.
I guess I have been losing patience to this kind of people, judging before you know someone is not cool.
What I got worst till date, is 懒型. I just have to LOL-ed so hard at this.
Even Simon Cowell couldn't react to this.
Exactly.
끝.
So, what have I been up to for this year.
I left my job, I got another job, now I freaking want another job. LOL
But I guess I'll need to hang in there for now.
I always have this tendency to do something to my precious when I decide on some changes.
You will eventually come back to me. =)
So I keep the hair because Mami said that she want to make a wig out of it. =.=
I'm almost there! But I have the urge to trim it again.
I like Korean eyebrow, make me looks oh-so-innocent. *Laughs.
Of course, I have also caught some hit Korean drama during my absence from here.
Ugh!
I wouldn't have finish this if there wasn't Choi Young Do.
I like your eyebrow there. =D
This!
No, I don't have a thing for alien.
I just simply adore the personality of 전지현.
Long lost updates. I will try to update you more, okay?
情圣回来了 我不明白I don't understand 이해가 안 돼요 他以为他是谁? 佢以为佢系边个?
I don't give a fuck to reply any of your messages anymore. You know what, IF I can block text messages as well, trust me, you definitely make it to the top of my list.
Can you imagine I have been waiting for the damn bus for 20+ minutes in this damn rain. Please, rain after I got up the bus, after I got home, after my sleep, just please don't after work!
& It's so gonna be my very own self declare holiday next month end. I don't fucking give a damn about your so-calledback-up-each-other-or-whatnot. I don't care eh eh eh eh eh.
I already have everything settled, money paid, promise made and you tell me, hey, we need to back up each other. Pfft. 我睬你都戇居. You seriously deserve non other than a middle finger.
I basically had enough of all this stupid people. I mean, I know I am not really that genius, but there are seriously people who are so damn stupid, that you can called yourself a genius. LOL
and I had more than enough those people that thought they are so damn genius, and just scold us without a fucking reason. Hello? If you can read (which I seriously doubt that you can), you can understand the whole situation is all your fault. Don't make yourself a joke, seriously.
Stop touching my Saturday, seriously. I'm so worn out.I need rest.I need entertainment.I need my babies.I need books.I need to take a break from those shit.I need to leave my 10-hours-plus-butt-sticking-place alone. I need time for myself.I need to stay away from you.I need everything besides staying in the office.
Gimme a break, for goodness sake.
I will ffk you no matter what, screw your compulsory.
I need my Captain Jack Sparrow, too, eff your four thousand and five hundred! Stop telling me figures, we can't do anything about it, Gosh!
Money can't buy healthiness. For the first time of my life, you freaking taught me that. Let's see how you going to clear your figures when everyone fall sick, think twice about your compulsory, biatch. Grr.
I would say it was awesome, and I'm planning to watch it second time. Sigh, it will only applicable when I have extra time.
and the truth is, I am so into my workforce, I guess whatever I see or read now, I can somehow relate it to my task. that's the aftermath of working for ten and a half hour.
& I guess I still have tons of ten and a half to go for the rest of this months.
真係有钱冇阴公命洗.
I shall pamper myself by buying myself more shoes, wtf. My shoes fetish haven't been fulfill for so long, alas, don't stop me, mama.
잘 자~♥ I still have ten and half hours to conquer tomorrow. Rawr ♥.
I remember I saw it in some show that some japanese tourist thought After School is actually someone who work part time, after school. LOL
& what's with that Shampoo name, I mean I love them and all that, but seriously what's with Shampoo? The guy have too much shampoo and got sick in the end? LOL.
Block B - Don't move/Freeze.
Current addiction. ♥
Jay Park - Abandoned.
Woots. ♥, 'nuff said. =)
***
I don't actually lost my temper when I'm working, even when I'm in my menstrual-back-pain. Others have menstrual pain, but I have this goddamn unusual menstrual-back-pain, I mean my lower back pain like hell whenever is my first day of period. Okay, I'm out of topic.
Long story short, don't goes all the way round to to something that you know deep down inside is useless. It waste people's effort, brain cells, nerves, and time.
so I lost my temper quite a bit that day, LOL.
Sorry, I didn't mean that on you. =(
***
Mr. Jo clear some of my friend in facebook, which according to him, nah, they wasn't really your friend after all. LOL oh well, even a friend of mine asked me whether my account is still active, I guess I'm pretty much a anti social now?
& I think the only contact that I'm actually active in is my office email and extension. =.=
You see, I don't care how biased you are, seriously, I don't give a damn about it. Is your business for getting all the blames for it. Serve you well.
But, if you freaking put your fingers on me for that damn little matter, you are getting my nerves on, bitch.
I was forced to took that 2 sick leave, and well the next day I'm not fully recovered yet and so I took another one so that she could just shut the eff up.
& you freaking lectured me for 10 minutes for this? Reduce my sick leave, you said. Ask her to fucking resign then, she took her sick leave like, twice a week and what did she get? N.O.T.H.I.N.G
and you are telling me to control. Fuck you.
I lost my voice and I still entertain those people, and what did she did? Hurt her pinky nail and tell you, oh I can't do anything today because my nail is hurt.
Screw you and your fucking biased attitude.
Don't try to do that again. I'm not a very well-tempered person, mind you.
Oh well, I still don't apply make up to work. LOL just because I gave myself only 20 minutes or less to prepare myself for work. Hmm, sleeping time is precious. =)
& I remember I didn't apply make up for interview as well. Gawd. I still have some good skins despite the fact that the pimples just won't leave my forehead alone.
okay, so I decide to blog about,
....... ...... ..... .... ... .. .
my work station. =)
so first of all, my computer, sticky notes, stationery and some notes.
another part of my work station, more notes, cups, water bottles, phone, and tasks. time flies, I stayed here for almost 6 months already. LOL
& the last part~ the second drawer, 我真係冇咗佢唔得嘅. =D & my shoes ♥
and of course, my babies ♥ well, songs can make overtime time to be easier. =)
So the broadband is burning my patience, I told the brother, I'm so gonna terminate it next month, so you better get a Wireless router or something by end of this month!
I kinda like raise my voice at him. & I actually did that pretty often.
okay, so he promised me. =) and he promised he'll let me drive his car as practices, too.
The brother : You sure you won't crash my car? Me : Um, don't think I will. The brother : When I say stop mean stop kay? Me : Yea, sure. I won't did that again. The brother : Don't you dare to do that again!
LOL.
I almost crash his car last time, because I didn't brake immediately after his 'stop', which made him having some sort of phobia. XD
RM0 MxxisBB- You have reached your volume quota. Once you are directed to the portal, your speed will be reduced. Buy more data volume to enjoy uncapped speeds.
I got real furious whenever I got this message.
because in usual speed, before I reached the goddamn volume quota, it takes less than a minute to load a video.
and after I reached the goddamn volume quota, it takes more than 45 minutes to load a 3 minutes plus video.
MCH.
& it will eventually make me cuss.
and raise my voice at whoever that intended to talk to me, mostly is the brother, since he love to use my desk for his study.
and it was finally my off day after all the friggingtiringundigestedtraining. can I not say YES? =)
I realize I was actually updating pretty often, but I still feel like something is lacking, probably because that was all short updates.
& I said I want to dedicate a post for Fxxr Hxppy Sxxson, and here it is.
this so-called tomato soup, I didn't touch it after I tasted it.
because guess what? It is so damn freaking salty until I thought the chef pour the whole bottle of salt accidently. it don't even have any tomato taste in it, NOT AT ALL, this whole bowl of soup is simply made by salt water + tomato color. HOW BRILLIANT.
they totally changed my thought about tomato soup, ISN'T TOMATO SOUP SUPPOSE TO BE CREAMY?
HaHa said : I though it is Chinese Tomato Soup. But...(It is so salty until she can't say a thing anymore.)
yes, it was THAT salty.
& their ambience wasn't that awesome after all.
***
did some shopping today, to fulfill their Chinese Opera style of make up. luckily I'm not paying for all those stuff. Wee~
Papi : how much you spent on your daughter?
Mama : your daughter used me 200++ bucks to buy her color pencils!
Me : what? That's not color pencil!
Mama : you are coloring you face, if it is not color pencil what is it?
My parents love to refer me as 'your daughter' in their conversation, but they call me affectionately.
Front Desk is no joke, as I mentioned before, and that was only the SYSTEM I mentioned.
not including all those smiling, greeting and escorting stuff.
I had nightmares now.
1. Grooming. Yes. All the grooming lesson are now scare the mini cooper outta me. I found this picture hilarious solely because the mirror he holding. okay, forget about the mirror, the grooming they wanted is something like the picture. YES. YOU DIDN'T SEE IT WRONG, they want colorful eyeshadow, exaggerating eyeliner, red cheek, juicy lips and vampire-like foundation. How fantastic. Because of the lighting they said. Sweet.
2. Trains kill me every single time. I hate squeezing myself into train that already packed. But I have no other option as I don't have any driver license. Opps. I remembered Sleep God asked : you want to get your driver license after you married to drive your kids school is it? ROFLMAO. I'll do no such thing, ever.
out of topic jor, let me crap a lil while please. I miss my bloggie. =(
Anyway, things will get better when the normal shift is started. =)
3. I lost in the building. Ha. Thanks to the east west back to the east. This picture do look like my work place, but not the lighting.
4. I have no idea what to do in my future. Thanks to all the piece of advice, stories and stuff, I don't know why the hell I'm doing this industry already.
Mr. So and So : Why don't you give me your number and after we know each other better so we can hang out.
Me : Who are you?
Mr. So and So : I am Salted Egg lo.
...
..
.
Mr. So and So : You so lan c, fine.
very well.
1. Please don't gave me nonsense name when I asked who are you. I mean, don't you have a proper name, like Robert, Francis or Charlie? Okay, probably your real name is Salted Egg, can't blame you for that. =( Well, that's not the point. Why can't you just tell me who the hell are you instead of telling me you are so and solo. Hello. I don't even know you in the first place, introduce properly or at least try to. Have you ever been taught to introduce by the way?
2. Don't ask my number at the first time we chat or talk & don't try to date me too. I don't give out my number that easy, plus people who gave my number out without my permission is consider committing crime, me think. And, half of my classmate don't have my number, who the hell you think you are to have mine?
3. I don't entertain strangers. Which explain the both points above.
I really get annoyed when those whom I consider acquaintance waved to me like I'm their longlostbestfriendforever. So if they happened to waved to me like I'm their longlostbestfriendforever, I usually give two kind of response, either I smiled (only happen when I'm in extraordinary good mood) or I showed them some dontcomenearmeoritearyouintopieces face (this happen pretty often).
Whoa. I know I'm rude, but I don't care eh eh eh eh eh eh eh. XD